Archive for August, 2006

It’s Too Late

Tuesday, August 29th, 2006
Like the flames I lost you to, sadness overwhelms me, too
The rain sends shivers down my spine and seeps into my memory
Who was it that loves you so? Who was it that hates you so?
I gasp in pain- the memories begin to swirl inside my mind
Should I believe in what we did then?
And if I do, leave you behind and feel regret again?
Is this the way to say goodbye, love?
When you and I had promises yet to fulfil?
That kiss you placed upon my heart, there still remains a lonely mark
Can't seem to lose the memories of when we met in the dark
And as I sigh, I can feel you once again
But it fades just as fast as it began
Why are we born into this life?  Why do we die into the night?
It seems the only one who ever knows these things is the rain
Which takes my tears, keeps them oh so far at bay
Until love fades away
Gaze into the flames of blue, all my memories to view
The rain comes pouring down like stinging needles falling from the sky
Who was it that screamed in fear?  Who was it that dreamed in tears?
I hear the voices but the faces have been washed away for years
I fear there's nothing that I can do
Soaked by the rain I stand upon the concrete, sobbing now
It seems so long since I last held you
And even longer since the last time that you smiled...
This rain that hides my tears away, this rain that turns the world to gray
Those happy memories of you and I are slashed in the night
Fading so fast, as I watch them, helplessly
All my tears have begun to overflow
This rain that washes pain away, this rain that blows the flames away
And lets the dreamers dream of songs to sing, releases the life
And takes my tears, keeps them oh so far at bay
Until love fades away, until love fades away...

Life is LIke a Boat

Tuesday, August 29th, 2006

Nobody knows who I really am
I never felt this empty before
And if I ever need someone to come along,
Who’s gonna comfort me, and keep me strong?

We are all rowing the boat of fate
The waves keep on coming and we can’t escape
But if we ever get lost on our way
The waves would guide you through another day

dooku de iki o shiteru toomei ni natta mitai
kudayami ni omoe dakedo mekaku shisarete tadake

inori o sasagete atarashii hi o matsu
asayaka ni hikaru umi sono hate made

Nobody knows who I really am
Maybe they just don’t give a damn
But if I ever need someone to come along
I know you would follow me, and keep me strong

hito no kokoro wa utsuriyuku mukedashiteku naru
tsuki wa mada atarashii shuuki de mune o tsureteku

And every time I see your face
The ocean heaves up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars, and soon
I can see the shore

Oh, I can see the shore
When will I see the shore?

I want you to know who I really am
I never thought I’d feel this way towards you
And if you ever need someone to come along,
I will follow you, and keep you strong

tabi wa mada tsuzuiteku odayakana hi mo
tsuki wa mata atarashii shuuki de ume o terashidasu

inori o sasagete atarashii hi o matsu
asayaka ni hikaru umi sono hate made

And every time I see your face
The ocean heaves up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars, and soon
I can see the shore

Unmei no huneoko gi nami wa tsugi kara tsuki e to watashi-tachi o sou kedo
Sore mo suteki na tabi ne, dore mo suteki na tabi ne

KIZUNA - BOND

Sunday, August 27th, 2006

Kazuya

No matter how much we consider the future,
No one can see the truth.
Something is blocking my blank mind,
It’s just a mistake that I’ve been repeating.

It’s okay for my steps to continue, these hands have separated.
Walking away from where you continue to live,
Until I become worn out I keep prolonging it
That time, that place, it will never disappear - this bond.

In time that flows, I try not to lose anything.
Passing by, we collided - true emotion
permeated my heart, into warm desires
The miracle I requested came about by chance.

Even when things couldn’t stand still, amidst the pain,
I saw the light, because we were bound together.
It’s okay if you lied, and it’s okay to cry
That time, that place, it will never disappear - this bond.

It’s okay for my steps to continue, these hands have separated.
Walking away from where you continue to live,
Until I become worn out I keep prolonging it
That time, that place, it will never disappear - this bond.

Desiderata

Wednesday, August 23rd, 2006

Desiderata 

Go placidly amid the noise and the haste,
and remember what peace there may in silence.
As far as possible, without surrender,
be on good terms with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly, and listen to others,
even to the dull and ignorant;
they too have their story.

Avoid loud and aggressive persons;
they are vexatious to the spirit.
If you compare yourself with others,
you may become vain or bitter,
for always there will be
greater and lesser persons than yourself.

Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.
Keep interested in your own career
however humble;
it is a real possession in the
changing fortunes of time.

Exercise caution in your business affairs,
for the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you
to what virtue there is;
many persons strive for high ideals,
and everywhere life is full of heroism.

Be yourself.
Especially do not feign affection.
Neither be cynical about love,
for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment,
it is as perennial as the grass.

Take kindly the counsel of the years,
gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
Nurture strength of spirit
to shield you in sudden misfortune.
But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.

Beyond a wholesome discipline,
be gentle with yourself.
You are a child of the universe
no less than the trees and the stars;
you have a right to be here.

And whether or not it is clear to you,
no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.
Therefore, be at peace with God,
whatever you conceive Him to be.
And whatever your labors and aspirations,
in the noisy confusion of life,
keep peace in your soul.
With all its sham,
drudgery, and broken dreams,
it is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful.
Strive to be happy.

I Cry

Saturday, August 12th, 2006

I Cry

Sometimes when I’m alone I Cry,
Cause I am on my own.
The tears I cry are bitter and warm,
They flow with life but take no form
I Cry because my heart is torn.
I find it difficult to carry on.
If I had an ear to confiding,
I would cry among my treasured friend,
but who do you know that stops that long,
to help another carry on.
The world moves fast and it would rather pass by.
Then to stop and see what makes one cry,
so painful and sad.
And sometimes…
I cry and no one cares about why.